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quizzes from proana.us [03 Aug 2006|09:24pm]
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The Ultimate Anorexia Quiz



You're a full blown ana. I envy you. Other people envy you. You probably weigh like 90 pounds, if only you could see your beauty!
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Is anorexia you?



You are the pig. You hate you and sabotage yourself when you're fasting by bingeing so you have to fast even longer. Sometimes you just want to feel thin and beautiful, but you're likely to go down to 68 just out of spite for yourself. To eat a piece of carrot gives you such guilt, even if it was a small carrot. When you do eat you feel that you are shoving your nose in shit. It really sucks and you feel that you can't stop or go or do anything sometimes.
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What Eating Disorder Do You Suffer From?




You're Eating Disorder is "Anorexia" What the dictionary tells us: loss of appetite, a psychological disorder characterized by an aversion to eating and fear of gaining weight.The reality of anorexia nervosa: it is nothing to do with weight, calories or being "thin" - these are merely symptoms of an underlying cause.Anorexia nervosa is a condition in which the sufferer has a fear of weight gain and becoming "fat". However, the reality is that, like all eating disorders, anorexia is merely a mask covering other underlying problems. Eating disorders, particularly anorexia and bulimia, usually affect females but the number of male anorectics is on the increase. Remember, someone can develop anorexia at any age, in any place and in any situation. Someone suffering from anorexia will often go to extreme lengths to avoid consuming food. One of the most typical behaviors is lying, which can quickly become second nature. For example, telling a parent you have already eaten dinner when really you haven't. Anorectics will also make excuses so they can eat less or even avoid meals altogether. This isn't necessarily the same as lying because they may decide to become vegetarian or vegan, have to fast for religious reasons, or they may simply claim they are on a "diet".
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pro-ana in montreal [03 Aug 2006|08:13pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | sylvan's music entrance at smackdown ]

hey yall,
breakfast:nothing
lunch:nothing
supper:a paté(hatian receipe), lil pieces of mozzarella cheese.

i think the cheese wasn't the best food to kill my craving. at the gas station, there was this skinny girl (or woman), i was so jealous of her. she only bought a pack of cigarette, i proposed her french bread. and she refuse. then i saw that she had a red bracelet, i told her i found it beautiful. then she answered me:''it's so represent my lifestyle'' after, i took the risk of telling her:''pro-ana?'' she said yes. i was so excited, because it's the first time that i see someone else who share my lifestyle. well...

then after, i met a guy with who i was chatting on the net. he came to pick me up at work, i was so kinda scare, because for a first time, i went into a car of a guy that i don't know. well, we went eating, it was fine, he respect my choice that i didn't wanna eat a poutine(a french-canadian receipe very grossss). he asked me why, i told him it was because i didn't eat french fries anymore. he's not the niciest guy on earth, but he's cute and funny. and he's a real gentleman. he open and close the door for me. he paid my paté(some guy don't even pay). and he DIDN'T touch my BUTT. that's most of the reasons why i'd like to meet him one more time. he's 22 yrs old. he's really not like the other guys, i think. well... he gave a a good first impression.

see ya

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Hogan knows besstttt [02 Aug 2006|06:44pm]
[ mood | jealous ]
[ music | pretty ugly - lunachicks ]

for breakfast, i ate a bagel with a tbsp. of mayonnaise and ham.
then for lunch, A PLATE OR FRENCH FRIES.
why the fuckin' hell have i ate this grossy thing???? i'm planning to not eat tonight. as i'm preparing the supper, it's lasagna, for the rest of the family.
my sister just came back from the gym, and said:''OMG!! my coach ask me to lose 15lbs''.
as if it was a huge thing, i lost 15lbs in a week.
she's so not strong.
she weight 130lbs for 5'5'', and i'm currently 170 for 5'4''.
danmmm it.
i so want to be 120lbs, i wanna look as same as nicole richie.
she's my favorite thinspiration.
there's also eva pigford. this girl is so beautiful.
but i prefer nicole richie, because of the fact that she lose weight so easily.
i heard see was drinking for 3 months, only: diet dr.pepper.
i wanna try to do as same as her. but, i have my family who always controlling what i'm doing.
that's the reason why in my course schedule i took courses that begins early and finished late.
for eg., i can have a course that begins at 8am and the last one can finish at 6pm. so i can get home late, 'bout 7:30pm.
this way, i can tell my mom that i ate at school, even if it's not true.
for this upcoming semester, i wanna lose at least 20 lbs.
and drink water and diet coke.
i'll give all my attention to my education and my weight.
i gotta do it this way for being accepted in medicine at mcgill university, in 2008.

i watched today and old episode of ''Hogan knows best'', i like the way he treats her daughter, brooke.
i told her that if she wanna be a famous artist, she had to be thin.
i'd like my parents to tell me this.
that in this world, you're not accepted if you're not thin.

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[01 Aug 2006|01:18pm]
[ mood | shocked ]
[ music | nothign to lose - billy talent ]

[x]breakfast[x]
- 2 slices of white breads ->120cals
- 1 tbsp. of mayonnaise ->99cals
- 55g creton ->120cals
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Total 339 cals

danmmm it, never know how gross was this creton.

[x]lunch[x]
- 2 whole bagel->340cals
- 2 tbsp. of mayonnaise->198cals
- ham->300cals
total:838cals

gotta stop eating for the rest the daym and eat ice

[x]supper[x]
- KFC fried chicken->360cals

couldn't resist to this one

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Presentation [31 Jul 2006|10:58pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | big isn't beautiful - king andora ]

Let's start now with a brief presentation of myself.
my name's cassandra and i'm 7teen yrs old.
i'm all new in livejournal.
why am i having an online journal? only because, i want the perfect and easiest place on the net to make my food diary. cuz yes, i'm an ana by choice, i choose this lifestyle.
well, i only accepted it, because i know i was born with it.
but everything began when i was in 8th grade.
in biology class.
now, it's my lifestyle.
;) and i'm danm proud of it.

on august, 28th 2006, i'll enter in college.
i think this huge passage of my life will help me become more and more ana.
i'm perfectionist and i just wanna be the best at school.
cuz i'm planning to enter to mcgill university in 2 years in medicine.
in the future i'd like to work in experimental medicine.
that's my dream of all time.
as my studies are plan, i still don't know if i'd like to be married in the future.

it's late and i gotta go sleep

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